a guy i work with has done something like this..2 years ago he was taking test deca and hgh and never got off then when he finially did had to get on some meds. to get his body to start makin test again..antidepressants and all.even stopped working out and went right back to the size he started out with. then he was all " steriods are dumb" for a while and last month he decided to get on them again..well hes huge again..and is taking 1200mg of test a week and 600mg of deca a week.no tellin what else.. he said hes not gettin off untill hes 15lbs heavier than he was last time..and doesnt plan on doin a pct... i told he hes got a death wish