If you are 105 I would first work on diet and training before using AAS. AS far as a doc they are regulated a lot by the AACE, American association of clinical endocrinologists. These are a set of guidelines but not in stone. I have done every cycle in my history via a doc. That is usually 300-400mg of Test E or C and 200mg of Deca (tell them you have joint pain) per week. They usually give me Anastrozole for anti-E and Clomid + HCG for PCT. 10 week cycle on then 10 week off - Good luck and whatever you say do not tell then you want to do it to get huge. You have to make it about energy level or health in some way.