alright. everyone is sleeping.
wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!! now now now now now now now now now now now now now now now now!!!!!!!
talk to me, please!! im so alone!! when im alone, the voices in my head tell me to do things that i dont want to. ohh maaaannn!!
i cant deal with the pain, the pressure. its like peer pressure in my mind.
i have a stack of paper work to recieve and inventory. but i dont feel like it.
maybe, just maybe ill be able to eat some pie tonight. hmmm
so i bought a george forman grill last night. im sick of turning on my oven for an hour and it makes my apartment so hot. so i said fook it.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
one time. i almost ate a condom.
and this other time. i almost ate a toad.
ok i will save you from yourself, what about it dukkit
i had one this morning, you ever ran sus before?
yeah im about done now, got a month or so left but my bonners and shit were rediculouse from about the 3rd day and have slightly tappered off and now im into prob week 7 or 8 and libido is really healthy but not like a walking bonner like it was in the beggining. just didnt know if all the blends finnally stabilized or some shit, i know on enth it was rock hard to the end lol
what is your shooting schedule for it? but yea thats about right. all the esters arent kicking in at the same time so your levels wont be as steady as on just regular enth.
i shoot eod. im not complaining its pretty much like i dont even know im on but im running a grand below my maint callories and have only gained about 5 pounds so far and strengh is way up
well seems like your gettin somewhere with it. thats good. are you running anything else with it?
im addicted to this sugar/fat free pudding ive been eating. i have huge sweet tooth will leads me to eatin alot of junk while im bulking and what not. now im lucky that i dont gain fat very easily but i still feel guilty about eating 3 donuts or a quart of ice cream everyday. lol. so these puddings help me control that sugar urge. whew
yeah i bet you do feel just terrible lol bastard hahaha jk jk
I ran mast week 1-6 at 100mg eod
and now im runnin oral winny 6-12 at 50mg a day with all my liver, heart and prostate supps
sust 1-10 125mg eod
prop 10-12 125mg eod
pct nolva, clomid, dex and hcg if i can get my greasy hands on some haha
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yall dont understand one day when i take this fat jacket off everyones gonna go DAMNNNNNNN!!!!! lol
im not being a very good whore today with my ten min breaks inbetween![]()
haha. ill be amazed bro. youll be a beast if you can get cut up. with your height and all. youll be a fckin beast.
you ran mast? how was that? im plannin on runnin that next cycle here in the fall. with some tren and what not. thats a pretty low dose you ran though. im going to do 500-600mg a week. and im already in the low body fat range so mast is really supposed to cut and harden me up.
yeah i ran lower dose all around this time, i wont ever run test lower than 5 again but im running mex vet gear and i think it may be underdosed, but anyway the mast hardend me up big time! my bicepts felt like my pops do. you know the old guy rock hard muscles lol I will prob run tren prop mast next summer. i dont ever hear any complaints about that cycle and from your avatar i think it will vein your ass up pretty good!
yea thats cool that it hardened ya up. thats what im looking forward to. i know what you mean about the old man rock hard muscles. my grandfather is lik 64 and his arms are like rocks. he doesnt lift, just lots of manual labor.
i was doing cable crossovers yesterday for chest, in front of the mirror and noticed that my veins on my shoulders are starting to pop out a bit. i like it. and the front of my shins and sides of my calves have really been showing some veins to. so i cant wait to get back on tren and hit up the mast.
i want to hit the tren so bad lol
there is a little porker around here that runs with a bunch of guys that juice year round no pct all that mess. but anyway they feed him one bottle of tren by its self no test and the fat fck lost about 25 pounds eatin snacky cakes all day long, and workin out half ass 3 times a week. so i just cant imagin what its going to do for me!!! its going to be great im getting a bonner thinking about it lol
yea if you hit up the gym and diet hard. you will see great results with the tren. i ran it last winter for the first time and im in love with it. i think i will always use it in cycle now.
did it give you aggresion problems? my first enth cycle long long ago i turned into a cocky prick but i think that was because i never had been that before and had an excusse becasue this time on sus im just as calm as ever and only broke red once and i cought myself pretty fast.
so point is i cant be on it if the sides are too bad. old lady needs me to be nice and carring lol
actually i was worried about that too. im used to have a biig temper. but ever since jail i have calmed down alot. so i was worried that it would mess me up. but it didnt. i ran the test low and tren high to see better gains and i felt good and relaxed all cycle. a few times that i wanted to kill someone but i would of felt that way if i was on or off cycle. so not bad. but everyone is different ya know. ive actually been told im nicer on cycle then off. lol. dont know if thats true or not.
i thats weird because my old lady has said that i am more understanding now that i have ever been and i think its because im makin a conciouse effort to be watching my temper and stuff
well thats good that she noticed and im sure she likes you alot better for it. lol
for sure, she really didnt want me to cycle because last time i was a complete ass but thats when we first meet and she liked that kind of attitude but not now lol. plus i was powerlilfting then and thought i was big shit lol come to find out i was a strong fatty hahaha i didnt even tell her i was and the only reason she found out was becasue of the libido increase so in week 5 she asked.
had planned on telling her afterwards and being like ha se i told you i dont have to act a fool
haha. i dont have that problem. im with a different girl every week. well maybe everyother day. so they dont have time to notice any differences in my sex drive, cuz im always ready to go. haha.
Just got home from the surgery, it went real good, not too much pain, I'm such an addict to this site that I sat in front of the computer before I got in bed,which is where I'm going now. Thanks for the support fellas. I'll check in later.....one last thing...VICODIN! I won't abuse it..2 every 6 hours or is it 6 every 2 hours? lol BYe
hahaha thats how i was pre old lady and i dont miss it much now days
hahaha inky glad everything went good!!! yeah tough the pain out you will enjoy those a lot more when your feeling better lol
whore check, sup
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