'Official Postwhore Thread'

[novastepp]

I walk into the gym,
my blood starts to boil.
My legs get antsy, i feel anger by the bucketful, and its time to lay down the hammer.
The stink of fear and trepidation mixed with excitement and rage races through my body.
It's like,
I'm that kid at the candy store...
and everything's free.

[RuhlFreak55]

do it!! take pics!!

i love going to this park by my house that is in a rich rich stuck up jewish neighborhood. they are all nice and preppy. so i come and take off my shirt. let me abs and tattoos show. start doing pull ups, dips and such. everyone just stares. but no one makes eye contact. like they are scared

its fun to fukk with ppl.

usually they just kinda quietly point and whisper and get the hell out of my way whenever they're in it

[KatsMeow]

nah..

Why not, what does she lack?

[novastepp]

life is hard, it chews you up and spits you out. it even shits on you for good measure. Well **** that, deal with it.

[RuhlFreak55]

i'd be curious to know the intricacies of your raising...

i know mine wasn't exactly orthodox but i got in my head somehow that i'm not supposed to have sex with hundreds of girls.....and you obviously didn't, or fought against it

from a purely academic curiosity

[novastepp]

The isolation. The doubts. The voices in your head. Getting up every morning in the dark. The monotony, all ****ing day, all ****ing night.

[novastepp]

It can really **** with you. So why do you do it?

[novastepp]

fame?

[novastepp]

glory?

[novastepp]

getting some ass?

[RuhlFreak55]

Why not, what does she lack?

doesn't sound like she lacks anything

[RuhlFreak55]

nova's on an old school whoring spree like we all used to do

[novastepp]

for me,
it's about enlightenment. It's about looking destiny square in the eye, grabbing hold of it and not letting go.

[KatsMeow]

Nova, you are killing me

[novastepp]

so if you wanna ride with me through this mess, this beautiful disaster we call life, then buckle up and hold on tight...

[KatsMeow]

Please stop

[RuhlFreak55]

getting some ass?

yes please

[novastepp]

we're gonna floor it.

[KatsMeow]

I'm guessing that isn't going to happen any time soon.

[RuhlFreak55]

fame?

glory?

getting some ass?

i'll take all three of these thank you very much

[novastepp]

because we've all spent a lot of time filled with hate,

[novastepp]

a hate that was pure as sunshine,

[KatsMeow]

Well, I guess I'll come back sometime later when he decides to stop, my patience is wearing thin

[novastepp]

a hate that saw for miles,

[KatsMeow]

Goodbye

[RuhlFreak55]

Well, I guess I'll come back sometime later when he decides to stop, my patience is wearing thin

awww you don't like the wisdom kat?

[Dukkit]

i'd be curious to know the intricacies of your raising...

i know mine wasn't exactly orthodox but i got in my head somehow that i'm not supposed to have sex with hundreds of girls.....and you obviously didn't, or fought against it

-mom had me when she was 15. she was a wild child. did meth and drugs when she was like 14. stopped doing drugs though when she was pregnant! or at least she tells me.
-father ran out when i was like a year old so i dont remember anything bout him. no pics or anything of him either. so my mom raised me until i was 4.
-she met my step dad. they married, he was in the navy so we moved every 2 years.. .all over the world.
-they had my brother.
-when we lived in spain, my mom was like 21. she partied and slept around, so my step dad divorced her. took custody of me. actually he had to adopt me cuz i wasnt his.
-he, my brother and i moved back to PA. left my mom there
-mom got stuck there so i didnt see her for like 6 years.
-hated my step dad.
-was deprived. no tv. comp. games. only read, read read. couldnt go outside or hang with friends.
-we fought alot. i acted out alot in school.
-he beat me alot
-till i got taller then him then i beat him
-i moved out when i was 16. in with my best friends. partied and shit.
-had sex and my first kiss when i was almost 18
-moved to philly area. got into drugs, heavily. went to jail. got out, went back to jail. got out, went back to jail. got out. now im out and being good.
-been clean from drugs.
so on.....
lol
of course theres alot more.
thats the outline.
just ask if you have questions....as you can see, im very open

[novastepp]

a hate that kept you up at night,

[novastepp]

a hate that filled your every
waking
moment,

[novastepp]

a hate that carried you for a long time.

[novastepp]

and strength is something you know a bit about, because you had to be strong to keep yourself alive.

[Dukkit]

oh and kat... she doesnt really lack anything. but just dont feel that spark. that special feeling.

[novastepp]

The People Who Are Crazy Enough To Think They Can Change The World...




Are The One's Who Do...

[RuhlFreak55]

-mom had me when she was 15. she was a wild child. did meth and drugs when she was like 14. stopped doing drugs though when she was pregnant! or at least she tells me.
-father ran out when i was like a year old so i dont remember anything bout him. no pics or anything of him either. so my mom raised me until i was 4.
-she met my step dad. they married, he was in the navy so we moved every 2 years.. .all over the world.
-they had my brother.
-when we lived in spain, my mom was like 21. she partied and slept around, so my step dad divorced her. took custody of me. actually he had to adopt me cuz i wasnt his.
-he, my brother and i moved back to PA. left my mom there
-mom got stuck there so i didnt see her for like 6 years.
-hated my step dad.
-was deprived. no tv. comp. games. only read, read read. couldnt go outside or hang with friends.
-we fought alot. i acted out alot in school.
-he beat me alot
-till i got taller then him then i beat him
-i moved out when i was 16. in with my best friends. partied and shit.
-had sex and my first kiss when i was almost 18
-moved to philly area. got into drugs, heavily. went to jail. got out, went back to jail. got out, went back to jail. got out. now im out and being good.
-been clean from drugs.
so on.....
lol
of course theres alot more.
thats the outline.
just ask if you have questions....as you can see, im very open

wish i'd have taken more psychology classes......i know i'm damn near a 180 from that though in terms of my background

[novastepp]

nothing is static, everything is evolving...

[novastepp]

everything is falling apart.

[RuhlFreak55]

oh and kat... she doesnt really lack anything. but just dont feel that spark. that special feeling.

but are you even trying to attract to you someone that will give that spark? or are you content to just have mistresses and such? you have to intend it to create it

[novastepp]

This is your life... And it's ending one minute at a time.

[RuhlFreak55]

i've never done any drugs.....and would never.....my parents are still married and have been since a lil before i was born......i was never deprived of anything as a child except when we had no money. Always did good in school....although i did get in alot of fights in middle school but i was just fed up with people teasing me so started beating the shit out of them when they teased me.....by high school they mostly decided to leave well enough alone and i was getting huge by then anyway

[Dukkit]

i've never done any drugs.....and would never.....my parents are still married and have been since a lil before i was born......i was never deprived of anything as a child except when we had no money. Always did good in school....although i did get in alot of fights in middle school but i was just fed up with people teasing me so started beating the shit out of them when they teased me.....by high school they mostly decided to leave well enough alone and i was getting huge by then anyway

we arent to dissimilar