OK thanks again.

To everyone who replied,
My gear is already on the way so I can't stop it. But I do plan to hit the cardio and diet hard for another few weeks before beginning my cycle. I should probably wait longer, but I really want to give myself a jump start in my lifting career. This is a life long commitment I have made and I want to make the best of it.

Sure I could train for another few years before I use gear, but does it make a difference? My plan was to cycle and then go natural for a year or so and then do another cycle. I just want whats best for me because I get discouraged very fast. I figured if I could see some decent gains early, I would have the drive I need to keep at it.

Fucked up philosophy? Sure it is.

I am open to all feedback. Please don't tell me to go read though. I have been doing that for 6 months. If you have specific advice, I would love to hear it.