Yes, I am a little baffled to find so many of you guys taking anti-depressants. I absoluately hate them. I was prescribed something when I was 21 years old following my 2 year ecstacy binge and I just couldnt stand them. They really mess with your thoughts.

Now, also, I have found that good ole testosterone is BY FAR the best anti depressant out there. I feel a vigor inside of me when I'm on that getting down about things is simply not an option.

"I will conquer all foes who stand against me."

That sort of thing.

Only thing I take is xanax and thats just to help sleep at night. Its pretty sick when your own government has instilled so much doubt and anxiety in too you with their lies that you have to take a pill to handle it. But well, thats life, and its certainly not fair.