It's your call, but if you did the research and have a plan, I'd stick to it. If your test levels are screwed up that bad. That they can't recover then what would be the difference. This is just my opinion, I'm not a Dr. That is why I don't do deca it shuts you down hard, if you do go with the colmid do it for 4 weeks.

Now for the butt cheeks, why were you injecting in the cheeks? Here's what I do, put your hands on your waist. That inch and a half area below your thumb is where I inject. Just mention this incase you really were injecting in your cheeks.

JohnnyB