oh 100%!!
i used to not give a shit. not realize how my actions affected ppl. i didnt care about me or others. but once you lose everything. you realize those things you need in your life to keep you sane. family. close friends. hobbies and the little things.
so i sat in jail without speaking to any family members or friends for months on end. and all i did was think and write. think of where i was and where i wanted to go. it really helped me that i got into weight lifting and that whole lifestyle right before i got locked up (the last time. lol) thats given me something to focus on and help me keep my head together and stay out of trouble. i still have urges and bad thoughts. haha. but i control them. cuz i know the consequences now
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