oh alrite,

well to be quite honest, my only real cycle was a deca winny cycle.

winny for the first 6 weeks then deca only for 3 months after.
i know that was a mistake but what can i do about it now.

my 2nd cycle was a test e cycle 600 mg /wk deca 400 mg/wk for 16 weeks.
the gear I had was garbage and i failed to make solid gains.

my weight before my first cycle was 185.
i realize this sounds a bit amateur but i'm trying to educate myself th ebest i can.

I can't even find a doctor who will help me, so I rely on professional advice from here.