David, Doc thanks for the sentiment. Its almost been a year and still I am not nearly over the emotional roller coaster.

Doc I'm 30 and for a normal 30 year old prostate check ups from what I understand are not necessary. So since I am both an Anabolic user and have a family history I thought I would just go get my PSA levels tested. I think that at my age if my PSA is normal that should be good enough. No need for the rubber gloves and KY. Or do you think I might need a more "through exam :0