First of all what you ran was not tren or close to it. There is only one oral version of tren and it is illegal and too powerful for most sources to carry.

What you ran was most likely some compound that claims it is an analogue of tren. Nonethless, you still ran a prohormone with no proper PCT so you were shut down than you jumped onto a steroid cycle and added hdrol without giving your body time to rest and bounce back its orginal levels.

So let me first of all say what you did was very stupid and any emotions you feel right now is probably because your natural test levels are very low with estrogen levels being much higher in respect to it and the synthetic test you administered (test e) will take 3 weeks to stabilize in the blood and 4-5 weeks to kick in so you will just have to wait. As for gains, who knows they might be less because you ran orals in close succession or they may not.