Quote Originally Posted by Immortal Soldier View Post
Bro I am still in college, in a fraternity, and have beautiful girls all around me. How do you think I feel?

Last semester I went cold turkey, never drank, never really partied, and just lifted and cycled.

But guess what happened? I felt like shit when it was over because I wasted a good part of my life. I mean listen, everyone has their opinions on drinking and I am not a "big" drinker never was in fact I despise alcohol because of its taste, but if I go out I like to drink or else I will feel awkward being around a bunch of drunk people and being sober.

Now I mean I told myself I have my whole life to try to get big, but these next few years I might not get back. I mean I loved the gains I made on my cycle when I wasn't drinking and every morning i wake up after drinking I hate myself for drinking (I got bigorexia) and feel like I shrank, but dude muscles don't give you memories, don't give you good times, don't get you girls. I am not saying alcohol does, but it helps being able to go out and get drunk and have a few laughs.

Everyone has their own opinion on it, but at the end of the day you can't be a robot who just follows a bulking meal plan to the teeth, doesn't drink, stays in on weekends, and only lifts. That's not life, some people want that and are completely happy with that, those people I respect and wish the best because at the end of the day its about being happy.

I mean T-Mos' untimely death showed that to me, he died so young and you know I think to myself we only have one life and I don't want to spend my whole life trying to get this massive body and fighting my demons who tell me I am small only to never truly enjoy life and end up dieing without putting my mark on the world. You know?

Well put bro so true! Im the same way I dont feel comfortable in that kinda of setting unless i have a couple to relax myself