Pepous. T is not everything that will make u feel happy, if nit there would not be teen suicidals, you look young because u are young , and about the facial hair man u are lucky there are guys that need to shave twice a day, and end up removing it by laser. Hair and muscles will not make u a man. Look up until 6 months ago I had such a little moustache that I could get it with tweezers, and don't have a beard.

If there is something that you think is lacking in your life u can tell us we will talk to you and provide u with our experiences or similar situations. But steroids are not anti-depressants and quite frankly man being a young healthy human being u have a lot to be thankfull and to be happy for and to enjoy ur life.

If there is something bad that you are going through we can talk, u can talk to other people as well even a pro( BTW IM NOT saying that u are crazy I've seen many professionals for different reasons)

let us know what troubles u

I'll tell u what u can do to help u feel better, for starters a workout, sex, cheat meals( maybe carb deprived), and try to find everyday 10 things that make u happy or 10 positive things about ur day , 10 new each day , and I guarantee u will feel better.