Yes, you went about this all wrong, you jumped into something you knew absolutely nothing about, BUT it's too late to worry about that now. Just listen carefully to the advice these guys give you and read as much as you can about everything on here every chance you get. Information is king and you won't find more anywhere else.
I spent a couple years on here reading before I even attempted my first cycle, and I still have alot of shit to learn.
Good luck