Well, this situation gets worse and worse. It's like I start seeing the light at the end of this tunnel, and then it gets farther away more than the previous time.......
So I had the interview for the court appointed narcotics class for AAS, and the social worker finally determined that I wasn't a 'steroid addict'. She hadn't filled out all of the court paper work that she was supposed to give to me, to turn back in to my attorney (this lady is a former addict itself and I'm sure this didn't help the situation). Because of this social workers incompetence, she is supposed to interview me asking me the same questions AGAIN because of their protocol. This severely irritated me but I figured I'd get it out of the way........
The problem is tomorrow I begin this new job, at 8AM. This social worker wanted me to come back in for the interview, at 8AM. I called her and politely asked her if she could reschedule me for next week because I work 8-5 monday to friday. Before I even get the full question out I hear, "NO!" I maintained composure and said okay.....Well that's about 10 days notice, can I ask why? "Because I don't have time for this!" I said alright, you can't find an hour for me, with 10 days notice? "No, I don't have time for this because of your situation".
At this point I'm pissed.......I flipped out, I'm not going to lie....I said, 'Ok, this programs purpose is for an addict or person with a drug problem to better themselves correct? If that's the case why the hell would you tell me to turn down a job which is nearly impossible to find? It is YOUR JOB to help people. By turning down a job, isn't that taking a step back from me bettering myself?".
Her response was simple: "If you don't come in tomorrow, I'm going to mark you down as inappropriate for this program and your attorney and the prosecutor can work something else out."
.........Now this woman being the royal bitch she is took it upon herself to tell the prosecution that I was uncooperative and didn't even go to the interview!! That's bs!!!! She wanted me to go back because SHE DID NOT FILL OUT THE PAPERWORK THE FIRST TIME. She didn't do her job and now i look like a jerk to the prosecutors and they want to put me in the slammer......I could tell they're super pissed. I'm to the point where I am honestly prepared to do a year in jail for this. If I do, I just hope to god that it isn't in county and it's in state so I can at least write......
My girl has stuck this entire thing out with me and told me to stay positive.....She left me with this quote and just reading it helps me.
"Blessed are they that suffer persecution for justice' sake, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven." I know that what I'm doing doesn't really seem like something of a martyr to everyone.......but I really think that this is going way out of proportion.......A year for a couple cc's and a syringe. That's what is being recommended now.