Don't want to discuss that. People just have to take me on blind faith with me saying physical performance is vital on my well-being, thus why I want to get started on this due to only having about five or six months before I hit periods where it's hard to even get proper nutrition, much less find time to hit the gym on a serious regimen. The next six months of my life are going to be dedicated to just training physically and learning my job, I would like to do a cycle to get that kick started.