sounds like you are going to have a lot of fun. I have flown through it before but I havnt flown in a while (Also got in trouble with the law at about the same age). Heck if you are seriously anxious about it pop half of a xanax before you board. In the end the only way to overcome the fear is simply going through it, and I think that you will find that the return trip will be much more comfortable having already done it once.