I know what your weakness is already bro it's the lack of weight! You should be putting up 225's by now! Comeon! Stop F'n around!

Really, I know the situation your in bro and I as you know we were some similar situtations here and take your time in the gym as your temple! Trust me! Problem I had was that my bedroom was where all my weights were so I'd have to workout at home! Stay strong brother remember I think it's "What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger" . No matter what the outcome is this is a learning experience and as tough as it is, in no time at all it will be over. You have a long life ahead of you brother! this is just a small amount of time for you!

SID!