steroids are no magic pill. if you cant gain weight without them, you won't get weight with them. all you';re gonna do is bloat up by 15 lbs in 2 weeks and lose it all after your cycle, and get side effects such as limp dick and horrible acne.
If you don't know where to get steroids, you probably dont spend much time in the gym. It took me about 2 weeks in my new gym to get in contact with about half a dozen people who are on steroids.
You ask us what to take and at what frequency. You don't even know the cycling usage, asking if you'd have to take them all your life. You auparently have no Post Cycle Therapy planned. It is obvious you have not done any research and expect us to just pop a cycle for you to follow blindly. educate before you medicate.
Dit nous ce que tu mange dans une journee normale. Tu devrais etre au dessus de 3500 calories, a 6 repas par jour, chacun composer de carbs complexes, de protein et de gras naturels. Je suis sur que tu mange pas assez.