Background:
Been training for 4 years went from 5"11 135lbs to 190lbs in that time. Last year tried my first cycle var only for 6 weeks at 40mg/day saw great gains and did nolva for 3 weeks for pct. No problems whatsoever. I recently finished my second cycle but this time I did var for 8 weeks at 60mg/day saw GREAT gains and did the usual 3 weeks nolva 20mg/day cept this time I feel like I shut down and now I feel like absolute crap. Its been about 3-4 weeks since i last took my nolva and Ive lost about 10 lbs since my var cycle....my strength is down/low libido/depressing thoughts all the time (i think because ive gotten weaker and smaller).
I was originally going to do a Test E cycle after I recovered from this one but I feel so crappy I was thinking of starting 400mg/week now for 12 weeks and run proper HCG/Clomid/Nolva for PCT. Is this a good idea or am I setting myself up for disaster?
PS i have been using tribulus/ZMA/lots of vitamins right now to try and recover but nothing is working. I dont know how long I can go feeling like this for....