Too many reasons to list. First she met my parents who are good people and they warned me she was gonna end up killing herself. She had made suicide attempts before, cutting herself, pretending to drink bleach etc. So when this happened she had threatened suicide probably a 100 times and I was like **** you im so sick of your bs. But basically i could have saved her and I have to live with that everyday of my life. You can judge me if you want but this is someone who had hit me and told me how worthless I was many times and was into coke and xanax and other street drugs. I think the end result was inevitable it just sucks that I could have saved her and didn't.
About the orgasm part, when i was a virgin and dating another virgin we fell in love and had sex. One orgasm was hard to get out of her and two was really hard or impossible. She was a good girl. Every girl is different. You ask where I got the number 6. One day not long after this happened I was in line at the store perusing the garbage mags. You know the celebrity garbage mags that always have michael jackson and people strewn across the cover every week. I open an article about Kathie Lee Gifford. She says in the article something along the lines of it had been forever since anyone had banged her until she orgasmed 6 times. I can't remember the exact wording but she made it sound like that was a huge amount. I concluded that to the rest of the world 6 times is a huge number. Ive definitely dated girls who couldn't touch that number to save their life though so it seems female specific.
Yeah i hear you dude I am trying to avoid those girls for the most part. I was hitting on a girl a couple weeks back and halfway in i start checking her arms for track marks i think to myself this is no way to start a relationship and ive got to be smarter than this..