Hey all thanks for the responses... i will keep you up to date digismash... i have in the past had a very bad experience when i was 20 i did a cycle and stopped suddenly and had very hard time emotionally and mentally.... depression etc... i think it was a rebounding of estrogen and almost started my period... but i am concerned that i will have the same issue just stopping for two weeks and can ultimately ruin my weddingmoon... i have dont hcg before after a cycle but dont remember what if any issues involved... is there any particular reason i should not take something to ensure no test drop or estrogen spike... do these pct drugs have sides to worry about....\??? my only real concern is hairloss... i have been on rogaine for 6 months and have had unbelievable results but i guess there is always propecia.... but those sides scare me.... anyway if there is any reason not to take hcg etc please give me a heads up if not i think i may after reading those links take something... thanks for the links and alll the help guys.... will let you know how it works out....