6'3" and 240 is not small by any measure. I understand the quality of life statement, mine is def better when on cycle. I have to ask, however, at 33 do you really want to committ to a TRT regiment for the rest of your life? I am not saying you shouldn't I am simply asking are you sure you want to deal with that forever. If so, start looking for a new clinic. There are plenty out there that will keep you on as long as you please.