I really feel sorry for you. You did the right thing going to doctors taking all the tests. AS do physically affect your system. Since the results were negative, it is reasonable to conclude that Deca had no affect on your system, thus, isn’t the cause of your condition. (I really don’t see how you came to an exact opposite conclusion and linked Deca as a cause for your problem, after the tests were done)

Definitely go see a doctor. Since you know your physical tests are ok – see a psychiatrist – it really helps – at the minimum It’d point you in the right direction.

Hope it works out for you

J

PS I agree with Nelstar – try viagra. I did a miracle to me a couple of years ago. I got out of my depression with only one use. Still up to day run around always horny as hell.