I'm not trying to bring any light to the forum as if the forum was capable of seeing the light I wouldn't have been banned in the first place.
However, I do thank you for at least being honest. And you do make some points I can't argue with. I initially came here to troll a lot worse than I did, and all the complaints from members genuinely threw me for a loop. As I wasn't expecting to feel bad about it thats for sure. But another part of me asks why should I feel guilty about taking it out on the rest of you? This is admins forum and he should want his members to be happy. And part of that involves fair treatment. So when he ceased to implement unbiased treatment he ceased to care any longer about members being happy. So do you blame the effect of the problem (me) or the cause (admin)? You blame me because its convenient, and because I won't ban you for it. Its that simple.

On account of just sticking with a name thats something I have to think about. And I think chances are thats what will eventually happen anyway. I do have a job but I'm still always by a computer. And I have a gf/dog/boat to go fishing so I do usually stay pretty busy. Right now though I happen to be on vacation, so I got a lot of time to kill. And about the proxies I set all that shit up years before I even came here when I first started ordering vials/needles/steroids online. My brother has been a computer engineer his entire life so thats where I get my technical knowledge from. Maybe I'll go take a walk to the beach right now its starting to get cool outside. I'll go for a swim and think about some shit.