When I first started researching I probably would've been willing to do Test Prop/Tren Ace as a first cycle fully knowing how stupid it was. Then I would've been even more stupid and got bi-weekly bloodwork done coming out of PCT to see if I could cycle again. (P.S. - I'm only 20). It was a bad lapse in judgment, thankfully I gave myself a good shake. 5 years and then I can do a beginner cycle ^_<.