I have reviewed why this happened.
I was 1.5 pounds away from losing 30 pounds. Just 1.5. And all of the sudden somewhere my mind told me I was losing too fast. It was like I was not allowing myself to continue this. I had all kinds of mind games going. And since I hadn't really cheated in awhile I self imposed a cheat starting with a business luncheon where the plates were all the same. So of course I took it upon myself to indulge like everyone else including dessert which I had been clear of for months.
So...next thing ya know, later in the day I caught up with a previous flame and we partied all night long starting with Rum drinks then Beer with Pizza. So then after that extravaganza, I proceeded to go to the grocery store and fill up my cart with SUGAR. I am talking marshmallows eaten outta the bag before checking out. And raw Nestles cookie dough and a box of chocolate chip cookies from the bakery plus another box of sugar cookies and a bag of Toll house chocolate chips. I had to cover my chocolate chips from every angle. Already cooked. Already in dough form. And chips for the recipe to be made.
And topped it all off with Haagen Daz.
And continued the next day with more of the same along with Chicken Parmesan and garlic bread. And.... another pint of Haagen Daz.
Now I feel poisoned. AND.....
The worst part about this?
PACKED ON 7 FRIGGEN POUNDS!
YES...you read that right. From Thursday noon until Saturday midnight...just 2 days....... 7 POUNDS!
and I was only 1.5 away from losing 30.....
BOTTOM LINE: SELF-SABOTAGE. Plain and simple.
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