what keeps you motivated?

[jypoll]

can any of you see that your big when you look in the mirror? I might start a thrad in the lounge about this. Maybe its my poor self esteem or sumthing but no matter what i do, how big i get, how much weight i put up, cycles i do or lean i get i really cant look at myself in the mirror and see what i know other people see. I get yor a freak looks even at the gym. When i see a pic of myself i can kind of see it but all i see is whats wrong and what i need to improve on(that being one big thing that motivates me). Anybody else feel the same? and it drives me crazy when a 170lb guys on FB ranting about getting jacked in the gym.

the bigger i get the bigger i want to get and the smaller i look,

the lower my bf% is the leaner i wanna be the fatter i look.

[Schmidty]

its a never ending cycle

the bigger i get the bigger i want to get and the smaller i look,

the lower my bf% is the leaner i wanna be the fatter i look.

[Schmidty]

it keeps us pushing forward though and always reaching for more