If u don't have all your gear I'n hand and ready to start, maintain and end the cycle u might as well take your money and burn it. You will be waisting your time, and possibly do more damage and look worse then u did b4. U need more research jus u making a statement like that shows u have alot of homework to do. Be patient until u know 100% of what your doing to your body. It's steroids not crack jus cause you have it doesn't mean u have to do it right away