Gbrice you've come way too far now to give it up. It's guys like you I look up to on here and gives me my inspiration to bulk up, uhum, any way possible. And I saw what it did for you and Haz and the others and see how far you've come and how it makes you feel about yourself. So I hope you can get on the TRT bandwagon with your wife's approval and be able to also blast and cruise with the left overs from the monthly subscriptions of 10ml test. So lets see now at 10 ml and 200 mg per ml and 125 weekly maintenance shots how much is left over in each bottle per month.. Some of the guys at my gym, that's what they do and by saving the leftovers they have enough to do a decent blast 2 to 3 times a year. Of course it's not Tren but hey you know where to get that when you save up enough hiding money. And Dammit she doesn't need to know everything about the situation now does she? After all a married man's entitled to a few secrets. Hey I'm just tryin to help you see the light here.