Creatine doesn't make you retain water subcutaneously, only in the muscle. So you don't need to worry about llooking bloated unless ur taking a ridiculous amount. I stay saturated at 3 grams a day.
As far as the cycle, I would sell the helladrol to a friend and work on lifting naturally first. But if you are set on doing a cycle, still sell the helladrol, and get the real thing. Just run test. Don't. Shut down your natural production for some crapppy ph.