Hang in there buddy. I keep telling myself that it takes a while to get hooked up and dialed in. I still don't feel anywhere near what lots of the other forum members describe feeling like, but I've made a small amount of progress with my protocol and quack of a doctor. She actually raised my test cyp dosage from 200mg/once monthly, to 200mg/twice a month, AND SHE GAVE ME THE SECOND VIAL OF TEST CYP TO TAKE HOME WITH THE PINS TO ADMINISTER IT MYSELF! Progress in my book, lol. Also, I asked for a referrral to an Endo or a Urologist and she also agreed to that as well. Stay positive and everything will work out. Celebrate the small victories. I know it's hard to do at times, but I'm wishing the best for you.