Using steroids at your age isnt worth the risk, shutting down your system whats not fully developed can cause you serious problems like limp dick, erection problems etc. There isnt a safe way to use steroid when your 20yrs old because the risk is to much IMHO. You have no base, you havent been training that long and you think steroids are the answer when they are not. Your just looking for what you want to hear and everyone who tells you not to cycle you disregard like you have on the other threads you have started.
I cant say anymore, all because your going to do it anyway isnt going to change my opinion what I think is right from 25yr+ of training
Best of luck