* * * * * * MuscleInk's Trial * * * * * *

[gixxerboy1]

really? so was he able to shed some light on why it hurts when you pee?

Your dr screwed up the sex change

[< <Samson> >]

Just a thought here. . . Why would he post his real pic up?

Oh wells. . . .

This is really me for sure. Been hitting the gym hard for days

[dec11]

Your dr screwed up the sex change

he put it on his forehead

[Shsm]

Just a thought here. . . Why would he post his real pic up?

Oh wells. . . .

This is really me for sure. Been hitting the gym hard for days

Funny you should say that... Here's me



Been dieting for a few weeks now...

[MickeyKnox]

Your dr screwed up the sex change

i know! he added a few more inches when i actually needed a reduction.

he put it on his forehead

makes for a terrific conversation piece...and a hell of a door opener

[Honkey_Kong]

Funny you should say that... Here's me



Been dieting for a few weeks now...

Hey, do you think I'm getting a little fat?

[gixxerboy1]

i know! he added a few more inches when i actually needed a reduction.

Few inches? So its 4 total now?

[MickeyKnox]

^^ hahaha

[red_hulk]

4 is average...isn't it?!?!?

[dec11]

4 is average...isn't it?!?!?

depends on what body hair you shave

[red_hulk]

depends on what body hair you shave

Hahahahahaha

[Gaspari1255]

I hope this thread makes more people aware of the idea that anyone can be ANYONE hiding behind a handle. Be careful who you talk to. Four of my best friends are on this and I could vouch for them any day when it comes to pictures or lifting stats. (Dukk,Haz,Abbot,The Godfather). There are a few other people who I will probably end up meeting at some point or another in my lifetime (Gixx, GBrice, etc), but other than those 6 people I listed - I really can't say who is fake and who is not, so I always have my guard up.

I think the OP (I don't even remember who the hell it was after reading this whole thread) is being polite giving MI a chance to explain himself and also being extremely informative to other members while staying respectful.

[Rwy]

people try to get way too close on a message board. see lots of new people exchanging numbers and shit. thats just weird to me

[< <Samson> >]

Funny you should say that... Here's me



Been dieting for a few weeks now...

I will be there soon enough, few more days to go.

[MickeyKnox]

people try to get way too close on a message board. see lots of new people exchanging numbers and shit. thats just weird to me

i could see it if you lived close, like within a could hours or so. i think Gearbox lives close to MI and it wouldn't be unusual if they were to exchange numbers and workout together once in awhile. but i understand what youre saying.

[Gaspari1255]

]i could see it if you lived close, like within a could hours or so[/B]. i think Gearbox lives close to MI and it wouldn't be unusual if they were to exchange numbers and workout together once in awhile. but i understand what youre saying.

Exactly. Everyone I listed lives within an hour from me. Haz and I trained together for about 6 months.

[dec11]

I hope this thread makes more people aware of the idea that anyone can be ANYONE hiding behind a handle. Be careful who you talk to. Four of my best friends are on this and I could vouch for them any day when it comes to pictures or lifting stats. (Dukk,Haz,Abbot,The Godfather). There are a few other people who I will probably end up meeting at some point or another in my lifetime (Gixx, GBrice, etc), but other than those 6 people I listed - I really can't say who is fake and who is not, so I always have my guard up.

I think the OP (I don't even remember who the hell it was after reading this whole thread) is being polite giving MI a chance to explain himself and also being extremely informative to other members while staying respectful.

true, plenty of fakes have been caught out from time to time here and on other forums

[dec11]

i could see it if you lived close, like within a could hours or so. i think Gearbox lives close to MI and it wouldn't be unusual if they were to exchange numbers and workout together once in awhile. but i understand what youre saying.

work what out? lol

[MickeyKnox]

work what out? lol

their differences! lol

[MickeyKnox]

Exactly. Everyone I listed lives within an hour from me. Haz and I trained together for about 6 months.

most of the guys you just listed are in SoCal i believe. so yeah chances are you could even bump into each other

[gixxerboy1]

most of the guys you just listed are in SoCal i believe. so yeah chances are you could even bump into each other

SoCal? All from NJ ,Philly

[MickeyKnox]

SoCal? All from NJ ,Philly

sorry! that's what i meant NJ!

haha im so tired..staying up for MI's "statement" lol

[Gaspari1255]

sorry! that's what i meant NJ!

haha im so tired..staying up for MI's "statement" lol

Dude...I read your post like 3x and thought to myself "what the hell is this guy talking about" and decided to ignore it. Glad Gixx stepped in...lol

[MickeyKnox]

i was looking at Gixx avi when i wrote that..lol

[Lunk1]

Off of work...do I go to bed or do I stay up waiting to see what happens next. Decicsions, decisions..

[Brick]

Went to work and this post was at 60. Now it's over 200! How the hell do I follow this at all

[Lunk1]

Went to work and this post was at 60. Now it's over 200! How the hell do I follow this at all

Read the beggining and the end and skip all of the retardness in the middle!

[AD]

Off of work...do I go to bed or do I stay up waiting to see what happens next. Decicsions, decisions..

i dont think its going to happen anytime soon.

[MuscleInk]

Forum Members,

Thank you for your patience. First, before addressing the inquisition over the posted photos, I'd like to discuss my absenteeism from the forum for the past week. It has not been an avoidance issue, rather numerous personal issues that have taken priority, including a potentially serious health condition I am hoping turns out to be nothing, but nonetheless, not one to be taken lightly if early tests support a prevailing, albeit early, diagnosis. A few members I have spoken to are aware of the situation but I will not elaborate further on this issue here. On top of this, I am struggling with messy child custody issues and serious cash flow problems which may foreclose some or perhaps all of our clinics here in California - yes, I am in fact a resident of California as stated numerous times. I mention this not in a vain attempt to solicit your empathy, rather as a case to be made for my absence from the forum. I am not one to disclose personal issues as I feel we all have crosses to bare, so far be it from me to present personal problems for public debate or discussion. I am quite certain each and everyone of you would similarly put your personal issues ahead of a recreational forum such as this. That's not intended to be demeaning, again, just a point of fact.

On to the matter at hand - the validity of pictures I have posted. The first avi, the one of my friend and colleague, NICK (last names will NOT be used out of respect for privacy), or as some of you have seen on other forums, "Nick Edge", was initially pased off as my own. For that I apologize misleading the members. Earlier, several members had asked if that was me and eventually I confessed, "no, it is a friend", at which time I removed the avi and replaced it with the one currently seen (which, to clarify, is also (obviously) NOT me, as I am sure many of you deduced - just as many avatars used by fellow members are clearly not of themselves). The only other picture which was incorrectly posted was that of Jason, another member of our training squad in Cali. When posting pictures, there should have been two pictures of me in the grey S&H shirt, one from two years ago, the second (more recently) from my excursion in Vietnam (the picture where I am seen drinking snake blood, yes, that is in fact snake blood and I have a video to support that - AXx and Capebuffalo have both viewed this video).

All other remaining pictures are in fact ME as presented and some of those pictures have been validated by video footage sent via text message to members of this forum (said videos would have been posted here but I am unsure how to do that from the phone app, which is where my training videos are recorded).

I understand the anger, frustration, and perhaps betrayal some of you feel. For that, I can only sincerely apologize, express my regret and hope you will accept my admission of fault. I will NOT however, grovel or engage in any derogatory exchanges or character defamation with ANY of you. It's pointless, deconstructive, deplorable and tantamount to playground bullying. You, as a community are tasked with passing whatever final pronouncement you deem appropriate. If a suspension or banning is in order, so be it. I do respect the members of the community and the PRIVILEGE to participate in this forum, however, I will not engage in inflammatory abuse with any of you. I have neither the patience or desire to do so. If you feel my integrity and trustworthiness is questionable, do as you must. I accept responsibility and penance for my misactions, but, will move forward regardless of your deliberation. If I am ostracized, again, I accept it and will simply move on. I am not one to dwell on issues.

I have made several friends here, many of which we openly exchange texts offline. I hope those of you who this reference applies to, will continue to reach out regardless of the outcome herein. If you chose to disconnect, I will certainly understand and not fault you for that decision.

Finally, I want to make two comments in closing.
First, to all those of you who have stood by me during the acqusations through texts, PMs, phone calls, etc, I appreciate and value your support and words of encouragement. Specifically to Capebuffalo and AXx, ambassadors to this forum and people of integrity and respect that represent the meaning of "friend". I know during the past week, in many cases, each has spoken in my defense and patiently supported me where they felt justified, waiting for my return to apologize and appeal to the forum membership. Thank you for being steadfast during what I am certain was not an easy task. You have my respect brothers.
Second, if the decision going forward is to eliminate my access to this forum, I assure the membership that I will NOT return with an alternate identiy. That is not my style and I simply see no point in doing so. Life is too short and valuable for that kind of juevenille and manipulative behavior. What ever the deliberation, the decision shall be final - just as I hope that if my actions are foregiven, that the issue here will be put behind us and not drugged up every opportunity.

I rest my case and leave the final decision to the forum members. If this is to serve as my final communique, it was a privilege and opportunity to particpate in this forum and I apologize for any misgivings and breach of trust my ignorance caused. I wish each of you success, health, and of course great strength.

Peace brothers.

Always,

MuscleInk.

[MickeyKnox]

THAT...was an awesome read my friend. and if ANYONE doesn't understand you and forgive you, then they simply don't deserve your friendship.

i can only hope you can forgive those of US that may have doubted your integrity.

your friend,
Mick

edit: that was worth staying up for. and now im off to bed. peace Ink.

[Shsm]

I forgive you. You're a cool ass guy and a huge contribution to this forum. I hope your issues resolve well. Everybody makes mistakes and life is to short not forgive one another. I'm tired as hell writing this, but the read was worth staying up.

You look great being the old bald man you are

[MuscleInk]

THAT...was an awesome read my friend. and if ANYONE doesn't understand you and forgive you, then they simply don't deserve your friendship.

i can only hope you can forgive those of US that may have doubted your integrity.

your friend,
Mick

Mick,

I appreciate the kind words. I don't know anyone who's perfect. We all make mistakes to varying degrees and disgraces. You learn, you accept, and you move on.

I harbor no untoward feelings to the membership. It's a great group and we all have our shortcomings but that's what makes us interesting!

I hope others are as understanding as you but I certainly expect some may not. For that, my apology stands as stated and I'll endeavor to represent the board to the best of my character if permitted.

I am grateful for your kindness. Have an awesome day/night.

MI.

[MuscleInk]

I forgive you. You're a cool ass guy and a huge contribution to this forum. I hope your issues resolve well. Everybody makes mistakes and life is to short not forgive one another. I'm tired as hell writing this, but the read was worth staying up.

You look great being the old bald man you are

Thanks Shsm. We learn the most from the mistakes we make. As for the health issues, I'm staying positive, regardless. Life is worth living, always,

Get some rest brother - hopefully I'll still be a forum member when the sun rises!

Peace,

MI

[Lunk1]

I want to give you a big bro hug....and your wife (who of course you will have to post REAL pics of now for obvious reasons ) Bwaagahahahahahah

[MuscleInk]

A hug would be great but that's only because my estrogen is slightly elevated from the exccesive sustanon preloading.

My wife read your post and said, "Hell no".....or something like that. It was broken Engrish. lol

Thanks man - and thanks for the PMs.

Respect.

[Gaspari1255]

Forum Members,

Thank you for your patience. First, before addressing the inquisition over the posted photos, I'd like to discuss my absenteeism from the forum for the past week. It has not been an avoidance issue, rather numerous personal issues that have taken priority, including a potentially serious health condition I am hoping turns out to be nothing, but nonetheless, not one to be taken lightly if early tests support a prevailing, albeit early, diagnosis. A few members I have spoken to are aware of the situation but I will not elaborate further on this issue here. On top of this, I am struggling with messy child custody issues and serious cash flow problems which may foreclose some or perhaps all of our clinics here in California - yes, I am in fact a resident of California as stated numerous times. I mention this not in a vain attempt to solicit your empathy, rather as a case to be made for my absence from the forum. I am not one to disclose personal issues as I feel we all have crosses to bare, so far be it from me to present personal problems for public debate or discussion. I am quite certain each and everyone of you would similarly put your personal issues ahead of a recreational forum such as this. That's not intended to be demeaning, again, just a point of fact.

On to the matter at hand - the validity of pictures I have posted. The first avi, the one of my friend and colleague, NICK (last names will NOT be used out of respect for privacy), or as some of you have seen on other forums, "Nick Edge", was initially pased off as my own. For that I apologize misleading the members. Earlier, several members had asked if that was me and eventually I confessed, "no, it is a friend", at which time I removed the avi and replaced it with the one currently seen (which, to clarify, is also (obviously) NOT me, as I am sure many of you deduced - just as many avatars used by fellow members are clearly not of themselves). The only other picture which was incorrectly posted was that of Jason, another member of our training squad in Cali. When posting pictures, there should have been two pictures of me in the grey S&H shirt, one from two years ago, the second (more recently) from my excursion in Vietnam (the picture where I am seen drinking snake blood, yes, that is in fact snake blood and I have a video to support that - AXx and Capebuffalo have both viewed this video).

All other remaining pictures are in fact ME as presented and some of those pictures have been validated by video footage sent via text message to members of this forum (said videos would have been posted here but I am unsure how to do that from the phone app, which is where my training videos are recorded).

I understand the anger, frustration, and perhaps betrayal some of you feel. For that, I can only sincerely apologize, express my regret and hope you will accept my admission of fault. I will NOT however, grovel or engage in any derogatory exchanges or character defamation with ANY of you. It's pointless, deconstructive, deplorable and tantamount to playground bullying. You, as a community are tasked with passing whatever final pronouncement you deem appropriate. If a suspension or banning is in order, so be it. I do respect the members of the community and the PRIVILEGE to participate in this forum, however, I will not engage in inflammatory abuse with any of you. I have neither the patience or desire to do so. If you feel my integrity and trustworthiness is questionable, do as you must. I accept responsibility and penance for my misactions, but, will move forward regardless of your deliberation. If I am ostracized, again, I accept it and will simply move on. I am not one to dwell on issues.

I have made several friends here, many of which we openly exchange texts offline. I hope those of you who this reference applies to, will continue to reach out regardless of the outcome herein. If you chose to disconnect, I will certainly understand and not fault you for that decision.

Finally, I want to make two comments in closing.
First, to all those of you who have stood by me during the acqusations through texts, PMs, phone calls, etc, I appreciate and value your support and words of encouragement. Specifically to Capebuffalo and AXx, ambassadors to this forum and people of integrity and respect that represent the meaning of "friend". I know during the past week, in many cases, each has spoken in my defense and patiently supported me where they felt justified, waiting for my return to apologize and appeal to the forum membership. Thank you for being steadfast during what I am certain was not an easy task. You have my respect brothers.
Second, if the decision going forward is to eliminate my access to this forum, I assure the membership that I will NOT return with an alternate identiy. That is not my style and I simply see no point in doing so. Life is too short and valuable for that kind of juevenille and manipulative behavior. What ever the deliberation, the decision shall be final - just as I hope that if my actions are foregiven, that the issue here will be put behind us and not drugged up every opportunity.

I rest my case and leave the final decision to the forum members. If this is to serve as my final communique, it was a privilege and opportunity to particpate in this forum and I apologize for any misgivings and breach of trust my ignorance caused. I wish each of you success, health, and of course great strength.

Peace brothers.

Always,

MuscleInk.

So in post #69 in this thread: http://forums.steroid.com/showthread...t=#post6170344 you claim that "all of the above" pictures are you. I'm curious to what your explanation is for that.

[milky01623]

RESPECT!!!!!!!!!
Total and utter respect
I've read all the unfolding drama and you my cyber friend have put forward a compelling and heart felt appology
You must have balls of steel most people would have hidden from view

Your knowledge is excellent and I hope one day you may be able to help me

Just my 10pence
Milky

[MuscleInk]

So in post #69 in this thread: http://forums.steroid.com/showthread...t=#post6170344 you claim that "all of the above" pictures are you. I'm curious to what your explanation is for that.

I didn't check them Bronzer until Capebuffalo called it to my attention.

[dec11]

Forum Members,

Thank you for your patience. First, before addressing the inquisition over the posted photos, I'd like to discuss my absenteeism from the forum for the past week. It has not been an avoidance issue, rather numerous personal issues that have taken priority, including a potentially serious health condition I am hoping turns out to be nothing, but nonetheless, not one to be taken lightly if early tests support a prevailing, albeit early, diagnosis. A few members I have spoken to are aware of the situation but I will not elaborate further on this issue here. On top of this, I am struggling with messy child custody issues and serious cash flow problems which may foreclose some or perhaps all of our clinics here in California - yes, I am in fact a resident of California as stated numerous times. I mention this not in a vain attempt to solicit your empathy, rather as a case to be made for my absence from the forum. I am not one to disclose personal issues as I feel we all have crosses to bare, so far be it from me to present personal problems for public debate or discussion. I am quite certain each and everyone of you would similarly put your personal issues ahead of a recreational forum such as this. That's not intended to be demeaning, again, just a point of fact.

On to the matter at hand - the validity of pictures I have posted. The first avi, the one of my friend and colleague, NICK (last names will NOT be used out of respect for privacy), or as some of you have seen on other forums, "Nick Edge", was initially pased off as my own. For that I apologize misleading the members. Earlier, several members had asked if that was me and eventually I confessed, "no, it is a friend", at which time I removed the avi and replaced it with the one currently seen (which, to clarify, is also (obviously) NOT me, as I am sure many of you deduced - just as many avatars used by fellow members are clearly not of themselves). The only other picture which was incorrectly posted was that of Jason, another member of our training squad in Cali. When posting pictures, there should have been two pictures of me in the grey S&H shirt, one from two years ago, the second (more recently) from my excursion in Vietnam (the picture where I am seen drinking snake blood, yes, that is in fact snake blood and I have a video to support that - AXx and Capebuffalo have both viewed this video).

All other remaining pictures are in fact ME as presented and some of those pictures have been validated by video footage sent via text message to members of this forum (said videos would have been posted here but I am unsure how to do that from the phone app, which is where my training videos are recorded).

I understand the anger, frustration, and perhaps betrayal some of you feel. For that, I can only sincerely apologize, express my regret and hope you will accept my admission of fault. I will NOT however, grovel or engage in any derogatory exchanges or character defamation with ANY of you. It's pointless, deconstructive, deplorable and tantamount to playground bullying. You, as a community are tasked with passing whatever final pronouncement you deem appropriate. If a suspension or banning is in order, so be it. I do respect the members of the community and the PRIVILEGE to participate in this forum, however, I will not engage in inflammatory abuse with any of you. I have neither the patience or desire to do so. If you feel my integrity and trustworthiness is questionable, do as you must. I accept responsibility and penance for my misactions, but, will move forward regardless of your deliberation. If I am ostracized, again, I accept it and will simply move on. I am not one to dwell on issues.

I have made several friends here, many of which we openly exchange texts offline. I hope those of you who this reference applies to, will continue to reach out regardless of the outcome herein. If you chose to disconnect, I will certainly understand and not fault you for that decision.

Finally, I want to make two comments in closing.
First, to all those of you who have stood by me during the acqusations through texts, PMs, phone calls, etc, I appreciate and value your support and words of encouragement. Specifically to Capebuffalo and AXx, ambassadors to this forum and people of integrity and respect that represent the meaning of "friend". I know during the past week, in many cases, each has spoken in my defense and patiently supported me where they felt justified, waiting for my return to apologize and appeal to the forum membership. Thank you for being steadfast during what I am certain was not an easy task. You have my respect brothers.
Second, if the decision going forward is to eliminate my access to this forum, I assure the membership that I will NOT return with an alternate identiy. That is not my style and I simply see no point in doing so. Life is too short and valuable for that kind of juevenille and manipulative behavior. What ever the deliberation, the decision shall be final - just as I hope that if my actions are foregiven, that the issue here will be put behind us and not drugged up every opportunity.

I rest my case and leave the final decision to the forum members. If this is to serve as my final communique, it was a privilege and opportunity to particpate in this forum and I apologize for any misgivings and breach of trust my ignorance caused. I wish each of you success, health, and of course great strength.

Peace brothers.

Always,

MuscleInk.

why would you do this?

you've been caught fair and square, why just not admit it?

worried about privacy and protecting their surnames but not worried about sticking their faces up for the web to see?

how could you 'accidentally' post pics of someone else?

sudden personal probs to extract pity?



those excuses are like watching Bill Clinton plead the 5th amendment over and over. sorry but im not as blind and easily swayed and i dont believe you..........

[MuscleInk]

RESPECT!!!!!!!!!
Total and utter respect
I've read all the unfolding drama and you my cyber friend have put forward a compelling and heart felt appology
You must have balls of steel most people would have hidden from view

Your knowledge is excellent and I hope one day you may be able to help me

Just my 10pence
Milky

Thanks Milky. I'm just trying to be acountable for the mistakes. Some will accept, others will not. Those in the latter group are entitled to their thoughts and opinions. I will not judge them for it.

Respect bro.

MI