it is about time I brought my problems to the experts . I've been struggling with a lot of low testosterone symptoms I've been losing muscle mass even though my diet and workout program are better than ever . I first started getting TRT 11 months ago when it was discovered that my total testosterone levels were at 380 . My side effects have been depression anxiety low energy and loss of muscle mass and decreased sex drive.I am 37yrs old I started taking andro-gel and after 2 months my levels had gone up a little bit to the middle four hundreds however my levels of free testosterone plummeted at the same time from just inside they consider the normal range to well below . My total testosterone continued to go up a little bit over the next few months but my free testosterone levels continued to be well below even what they consider the normal range. My symptoms haven't gotten any better as a matter of fact are worse now than when I first started on TRT. Most recently my endocrinologist had me do an MRI and says that my pituitary gland is shrunken. I recently went to naturopath and she switched me to bio identical testosterone cream and she is treating me for adrenal fatigue. but after 6 weeks I continue to lose muscle mass as well as all the other symptoms. I have lost a total of about 10 pounds of muscle since starting TRT. The last time I got my testosterone levels checked they were at 420 which was down from the previous high of 500 and the free testosterone levels remained very low and my SHBG levels remain high. I have done 3 cycles of steroids the last 1 being about 4 years ago. The first 2 I did just boldenone by itself and the last cycle I did testosterone and boldenone and a small amount of Dianabol. I did appropriate PCT after the last cycle only. My endocrinologist thinks that this steroid use along with a history of opiate dependence is the cause of my problems. I have been off opiates now for 3 years. The rather low amount of steroid use doesn't make sense to me either from my research. I'm worried that even if I'm able to get my total testosterone levels up which I haven't been able to do this point that my free testosterone levels will remain awful. Please help I will post my labs