Hello guys!
I think about starting a trt protocol.
The problem(its actually not a problem is I'm only 21. Now I no longer do bodybuilding but I used to do it only naturally. I do mix martial arts and 'k1' with some weight training.
I didn't do any cycles with AAS. I started trainging when I was 17 then I did some test booster cycles(with dietary supps) maybe it caused the mess.
So 2 years ago when I was 19, I was like a teenager you know and actually I was. I had very big girl related 'appetite'(spam filter doesnt let me to use the S word), sometimes I stared at a woman and got erections and every morning I got morning woods that much I wasn't able to make soft lol. I always have problems with energy so even if I went bed in early afternoon I could sleep. I had mediocre test levels. I dont know the exact number but it was quite ok. Estro prolactin thyroid stuff etc levels were good. Despite having mediocre test level I couldn't make any solid gains. My diet was more than ok I countered even the cals of the veggies. I tried different kind of diets even keto things cause I'm endoish. I was far away from the aesthetic body. Okay I made some gains but it was kinda nothing compare to the investment (food, supps, energy etc).
It started 1 year ago maybe. My 'girl related appetite' has gone down a lot now I barely have those kind of desires. I have a very sexy GF and I fu*k with her because I don't want to lose her. Energy level is about 0 when I get up I always think about that I should sleep 2 more hours and because I have a job when I am my own boss I can do that. But then I wake up again and feel myself the same and I get up because I have some work. I havent had morning wood about 9 or 10 month ago and when I had it was like half hard.
I had bitch tits surgery it has been developed when I was 13-14. Now my estro is okay!
I went to the doctor and checked my test levels in aug. It was 10,62 with a range of 9-28. My doc said it is okay. As I read it is f**k but nowhere from okay... The problem is that I live in Hungary(hehe sorry for bad language). Here docs dont do TRT, and theres no good test in the pharmacy (we have the Neb**** in our pharmacy it is a very long lasting test, but its 140$/month here, its like the 1/4 of the average salary, or I can choose shitty gels and pellets).
So if I do something I am on my own and buy something from black market.
First and last:
-I have confirmed low test, estro, prolactin etc was ok
-no libido
-very weak erection(when I take my P out from my lady I have to masturbate or I lose erection)
-no energy, tired all the day, with mental fog
-no morning wood
-feeling myself a ***** not the MAN
-being a crying bit*h
-etc
I have prostatitis now. They find the second bacteria in my sperm.
Sorry for the novel. Now my questions:
1.If I start it will I be able to have children?
2.Is it safe without doc? I can do BW for kinda cheap but I dont know how to analyze it and kinda afraid of self medication.
3.Where can I get up to date infos? For example I read that TRT needs H(uman)CG and Ade*, somesay it is not necessary even harmful etc
4. If I no longer wish to use exogen test how can I bounce myself back? I guess in no way. Is it true?
Im kinda afraid of depend on dru*s especially when Im travelling or going to work in other countries.
Thank you!
(sorry somewhere I had to use awful words because spam filter)