Hey Mike just so you don't feel lonely...I am 57 and after racing road bikes pretty succefully in the 70s I spent the 80s to the late 90s out in the cold so to speak. So I feel both your pain and joy.

None of my business so just disregard if you want, but I would be careful with the Tren, as it can sneak up on you as far as anger issues go. This may be even more of a challenge in early recovery when you are already going through a lot of changes. The fact you have a wife is great assuming she knows about the AAS just ask her to point out if you seem to be becoming more irratable etc. Myself I have a good other half unfortunatly so good she did not complain and tell me I had slowly turned into a complete dick LOL, however after loosing my job and reasessing the situation and asking her she said yes you were quite different, I assumed you knew it and kept quiet...Lesson Learned

PS I also had anorgasmia as well as a very thick ejaculate, the addition of cabergoline releived both of these in about 2 weeks.

Anyway best wishes on your comeback tour. If you are feeling worried about posting your pics see my thread in the diet section. I had posted up my diet and what I thought was my BF at the time and someone said to post pics...well once I took a pic I realized there was something wrong with the camera...unfortunately the next 2 cameras all had the same defect capturing my envisioned physique LOL but I got the nerve to post up which was a great motivator and now a year and a half later in my avi picture I am in the 13% range.

Great to have you on board and good luck with the day by day thing, I feel having an outlet like BB makes it a lot easier.

FFM