
Originally Posted by
JohnnnyBlazzze
If you blast and cruise you risk shutting down your natural system by never properly recovering. If you blast and cruise you're basically putting yourself on self-prescribed TRT.
OP - You're used to high levels of test that effect you more then just physically. When I am on cycle I feel on top of the world all the time mentally and physically. AAS have a big effect psychologically as well.
I sometimes cut Clomid out as well cause I get so emotional. Just gotta truck through it man, there's not really anyway to sugarcoat it. Just try and focus on the positive aspects and knowing you're getting yourself back to normal ranges. The pumps and everything will come back.
Just hide in a dark hole for 4 weeks lol, that's what I do.