I had a severe chrons flare up, was hospitalised, and because they had to serve me THERE meals because then they could monitor me correctly, I lost 40lbs. I am at 62kg and cannot gain weight, I see all my mates who don't go to gym and eat shit food and have a decent physique and here I am busting my ass at gym eating and not gaining anything, (I can't squat until surgery now or leg press heavy). What do I do. I am at breaking point.