If your mind is made up, then we are wasting our time. It seems you have all the answers. The facts are...get this, the facts are no one can gain 6-8 lean muscle mass on the time and cycle you proposed. That's it. Good luck and I hope you are the lucky one who bounces back time and time again. I do know this if this is your first at your age, you will do one after another for years to come trying to get there and THEN you will be in deep sh!t with your penis in hand. Hey but what do I know. I'm just a crazy old man. ...mike