Of course the weight gain is great. but if my testo get back to what it was... I won't be able to keep it anyway...

decided to take winstrol at 40mg/day for 1 week. I just want to gives a final drop to my SHBG. So when I'll come off, my testo could go back to what it should be.
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OP I will address just a few items here. You already jumped so no reason for me to get onto the age message grind.
You have make all these measurements for you aesthetic appearance , your overall size as some my take it and think you are massive when that is all good however means nothing to what LMM you gain and currently have grown to. If you get fat your measurements will just get bigger meaning little. I for myself like to see what I have gained within my true lean muscle tissue which will really tell my gains on cycle.

With that you are missing something. Your statement that if your Testo gets back down you will not be able to hold your gains but that is not the truth. You will lose water and fat. You will lose the measurements you have taken only in regard to bloat. You can if you eat and train hard be able to keep what lean muscle mass you have gained. Unfortunately you will be disappointed because the true muscle you have gained is not near the weight you gained. If you have a log of the measurements when you were lean and can get back to that equivalent leanness you will see you mass gain. I only say all this to point out some sense as to how you are perceiving your gains and cycle

You said using Winstrol for a week, well that was a total flush down the toilet. I mean you can get NOTHING, from that. No one would get anything like that. So I tell you nicely you should get a bit more educated on the compound you plan to use whenever using them. I wish you luck because you will need something more if you continue in these practices. ...crazy mike