Alright, sorry for the message above i was just feeling attacked. Right now i wish i could pause all this, i can't make an immediate decision i just really need to think about everything and i still want to hear what the person i was talking about earlier has to say. I'm not saying i don't believe you guys, i do, i just want to talk with someone in person you know. My mind is a bit overwhelmed ATM. Yeah the needle thing is weird because i drew out the TP with a 23G needle, then replaced with a new sealed 25G needle went to stick it in my left leg, and it felt tough like usually it would just slide in my leg like butter, but nope, half way pulled it out and swapped with another new 25G and same thing with right but a tiny bit less painful.