Quote Originally Posted by mesophyte View Post

Thanks... I've done that and I know how to do glutes, I hit a glute on Friday. It isn't that I don't know how, it is that I've psyched myself out, completely. It's in my head and I don't know how to undo this. I'm completely blocked from pinning, at least IM. A physiotherapist friend of mine had offered to do these for me as he is used to doing them on himself but I can't even contemplate having someone else do it either. I am just blocked from IM. Either my head straightens itself out or my cycle is finished before it even really gets going.

My last subq was HCG on Saturday so I don't know if I'm blocked from Subq also or not. I think I might be fine for sub q as the needle is so short and getting it in is so quick. Could I maybe continue my cycle with test prop sub q? 100mg / 0,5cc on Monday/Wednesday/Friday? Most of the information I found online about this was just people speculating about it.

I'm so upset about this, I've spent so much money to get quality gear (my cycle includes pharma grade oxan) and I feel literally incapable of continuing.
Mind over matter. Sure, easy for us to say right? Danger is real, fear is a choice. There is very little if any danger to an injection. Infections aside, and if you are using sterile techniques, infections should be very rare, the fear is all in your head.

You just have to decide how bad you really want this. There is very little danger with a needle when used correctly - heck, even when used improperly, the dangers are extremely low. The fear you are experiencing is all self-induced.