Can not doing proper pct after a cycle have long term effects?

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And how long since your last cycle?..and what was that cycle?

Like 5 years ago. It was Test E (like 500 mg a week) deca like 300 a week and I did dbol for the first 4 weeks but i cant remember how much I did dose wise on the dbol.

I got a feeling 471 may be my baseline test but im not sure. Also to Fonzy I definitely dont feel "good" right now. Im always tired and have very low energy and fight to push through everything.

I have a great attitude and drive but my body just always feels very tired. Im 29 now but it wasnt like this when I was 21. I guess thats natural but I cant help but feel like being average test for a 75-85 year old at 29 wont be a problem for me whether a doctor would perscribe me for trt or not.

Bottom line is Im in my prime (28-32 I view as a mans prime). And I got your grandfathers Test levels. It just doesnt seem right. FAR from optimal health I would say and definitely I would think it would materialize in some pretty bad gains in the gym compared to others along with low energy (which I have). I also battle with what I would call long term mild depression. Generally I always have leaned towards feeling down.

My mood is generally very melancholy. Ive got low energy and enthusiasm and have delt with some degree of prolonged depression. Sometimes I compare it to some of my friends and one in particular seems like he has an endless resevoir of energy. Sometimes I wonder if its my low testosterone. Ill know for sure soon.. i got my hands on some test E.. the good stuff. I know its real. Im curious to see how Ill feel once it kicks in.