Yeah this was a stupid decision but I've learned so don't flame please.
Alright so I just turned 18. Went on cycle 2 years ago but it was just prohormones. I was on and off for a year and gained about 20 pounds (went from 162-181) in like a couple months.
3 years ago I started tren A and test. Was on cycle for like 3 weeks but I had to stop for some personal reasons.
Went on it again 3 weeks ago and got off it last week.
Waited on week until my dad got me Nolvadex (20mg) and now I'm going through some depression. I feel really down and just weird, anxiety here and there but it's controllable. I was wondering when does this go away? I'm stupid and I should've researched before getting into juicing, even though I'm young.
I don't want to go to the doctors because if my mom finds out I'm fucked lol.
I'm assuming the reason why I feel down is because my test is shutdown right now? Will it ever go back? I was on Nolva for 1 day 2 days ago and I didn't take it yesterday because of the depression I got, was also feeling really hot when i took it.
I have Erase pro as well. Not sure how I should go on about this.
Lesson learned though I'm done fucking juicing.
Any help?