It's not the juice. Low test will make you a dick head long before too much. I know this from experience on both sides of the spectrum. Convinient coincidence. The roid rage you hear of is absolute bull. Come to think of it, what possessed you to illegally purchase a product to increase your testosterone? It sounds to me like it would take an assertive and possibly aggressive person to purchase steroids anyway. So maybe you had an underlying assertiveness/agreession problem... look for another cause. I spent many years doing this same shit to my ex wife without aas. It turned out she was just a lazy bitch.