Remember, hormones can play tricks with our brains, but no matter the trigger at some point we have to learn how to control ourselves.
I had the exact same problem a few years ago before I ever ran gear.
I was like Dr jekyll and Mr Hyde I had severe mood swings and I mean extreme swings. I would go from happy to Satan 20 times a day.
Come to find out my thyroid had shut down and totally messed me up.