That's my only worry really...physically I'm going to lead a better lifestyle...mentally I'm not so sure.

Mentally I'm not always in the best place. I can get aggressive (although I'm not a fighter and have ever confronted a person) and stress about things due to where I'm at in life and the choices I need to make, in terms of going to graduate school, making money, girlfriend, etc. I just don't want to open up a can of worms and enhance the parts of my psyche that I'm trying to hold back. I'm at a point in my life where I'm trying very hard to enhance and showcase parts of my personality that I find favorable and really hold back the stress and occasional aggression and worrysome mindset. I get angry with myself for things and really give myself a hard time sometimes. It's nothing major but I've noticed it.

I just want to be mentally prepared before I do anything. Do you guys think Test will make me more prone to slip up and express some of the emotions I'm trying to really hold back?

Thanks