Quote Originally Posted by hollowedzeus View Post
I put on a wee bit of chunk on my bulk and i was eating lots of rubbish around the trt time with nerves. I dont want to be the fat guy again.

Cutting just a bit to knock the bf back a wee bit. Im still not big enough to cut right down so ill bulk before i get too low.

Tarmyg suggested it. I managed to find bronkid online before it dissapeared so i have it lying around. Thought id give it a wee bash. I most likely dont need it so i will probably not run it lol. I can already feel myself reachimg homeostasis with it. I dont like relying on drugs.

Ive not been enamoured with the progress i made over the last month of cutting even though ive been at a slight defecit, 1000kcal of cardi0 most days and 500kcal on the other days.

Especially when its what im absolutely driving for in my life right now. At this present moment this is what i live to do. I miss things to go to the gym and i avoid socialising when friends constantly go out to dinner.

Not the healthiest attitude but thats where im at atm lol
I'm really not sure if I would go down the route of ECA at your stage to be honest, I think learning and understanding about your body and how it changes with different foods and diets would be a better approach than a drug what can knock your appetite right off which isn't the key of any goal imho. If you pack on some timber when you eat bad stop eating bad and don't reply on a drug to compensate for it, I would go down learning from this and adjusting things weather this is through a keto/carb cycling or just a deficit via cardio or any of the other ways you can approach this. We always look at drugs as a means to our gaols but someone from what your going through I'd be as clean as possible and learn because you truly have come along way not only by adding muscle tissue to your frame but mentally you have aged and gained a lot of knowledge but again I understand the frustration and believe me I really do