this is a freakin mess.........

a good beginner cycle goes something like this:

dbol 30-40mg ed weeks 1-4
test enan? 400mg/week weeks 1-11
deca 400mg/week weeks 1-10

youre wanting to run a cycle with no test. big mistake. the deca will shut you down hard, and with no test in there, its gonna be much worse.
have you looked into anti-e's yet? what about post cycle recovery?

youre scarin' the hell out of me bro. i still think you should wait.

peace I4L